These past few days I’ve been feeling I’ve done nothing to deserve what I have today.
It seems I was fortunate to be at the right place at the right time.
Getting into the right company, finding the right career, meeting Poey Chin and having my children.
Someone has been watching over me my entire life, and I owe so much to my parents for always being there.
I’m thankful for my family, for my health and being able to make a living.
My greatest fear is that all this will be taken away from me. Either through force, my own stupidity or by divine intervention.
Is it normal that I lie awake at night fearing that I will lose everything?